My body is incredibly limpy…. it always comes down to these goddamn big breast that I have on my chest. They’re really inconvenient for a 151cm girl. I’ve always been a super active individual, competing in state finals of the 100m sprint, state champion high jumper and state finalist for shot put. I also competed at state level for triple jump, long jump and relay. Recreationally, I played basketball, at YMCA motivated more by the boys that I saw there than my love of the sport, but I was always an aggressive and high competitive sportswoman. All this happened until I grew… exponentially from my chest. They just kept growing and I even  suspect stole some minerals and vitamins from my vertical growth.

Now I can hardly run, I cant sprint for the fear they might turn loose and slap me across the face, now that would be embarrassing! Nevertheless my point is that I feel I have had to change my lifestyle due to these puppies overgrowing into dulux dogs… when they’re only suppose to be chihuahuas.

Today I’m in physical pain because this morning when I sneezed in the bathroom, I pulled a muscle in my shoulder and now I’m disabled. I cant turn my head, and I cant relax my shoulders. I’m going to look like a retard when I meet up with ‘da chick from the local council’ for a coffee…

Yesterday I walked 6 city blocks in high heels after another interview and when I got home I was physically exhuasted. I know that looking good requires much sacrifice, but dang these shoulder neck issues are physically debilitating! Sometimes I think these babies need to be adopted out, they’re crazy nice to look at and touch but damn they’re hard to maintain! Should I or shouldnt I cut these bastards off!?

I’ve heard that the proccedure can take years to heal and that scares the crap outta  me… maybe I just need Mot to make more money so I can schedule in a spa/massage session at least once a month, that would definitely help the maintenance process… anyways its he who loves them more than life itself so why shouldnt he have to pay maintenence money! I shouldn’t have to bare them on my own!

anyhow….I have to painfully limp around today and probably tomorrow… but hopefully it will get better soon!